You forever face the vast promise
of the lake and I wonder
what did you imagine then, those long
hours after our noisy rabble went home
when you were silent in your chair, when the old, green home
fell quiet but for the ghosts.
Category: Poetry
Dependency
Icy sunlight veins palm trees silvery
pink – sunrise. I am
huddled tight in wakefulness, a hand
pressed to the side of a snoring husband
another tucked under the blankets. He is
sibilant, a deep absence warming our bed, for now
a boundless lump of Not Quite Yet, but soon
a tie, a cheap pair of shoes, a hand for children
with empty arms, hope, and scars to bite
or cling to.
There, in the missing pieces between hope
and despair, between rest and action,
there is where the potential that will fill
tomorrow waits –
A curled hand,
a balled fist,
a teddy bear nestled beside a garbage bag.
Found on a Bathroom Stall
I don’t care, she wrote
I assume she, but it could have been anyone. I don’t care,
she wrote, scratched into the efficient,
black metal, worn with fingerprints
smudged with angst, matted
in heartbreak.
I don’t care – I didn’t do it. I could
see her fingers curled tight around
a hair clip, a nail file,
her rage and unconcern visibly etched
on the stall, in her grimace. Thin line
of lips pressed against the words spat
in math class behind the full flicker
of another video tutorial. I
don’t care – I didn’t do it and UR a
bitch ass liar.
Her eyes fill with water again, red
burns her face and neck and ears. She
drops her hand, he wasn’t supposed to
share those pictures with anyone,
swore he hadn’t. But she didn’t care.